I saw something on some religious show on t.v. the other day that online journals are very bad, the one they seemed to mention the most was Xanga, lmao!!! Apparently it is now very easy for psychos and shit to find people to stalk. I however should be fine, the likelyness of someone wanting to stalk a load of crap like me is very low, and if someone was going to stalk me it'd be interesting, it'd be like why do you want to stalk someone as low as myself, i'm not like stupid or hideously ugly or anything but it's not like i'm beautiful, super smart, or rich. Anyways, aside from that garbage......

Not much has been up lately, reading and walking and crap. My dad's been making me go to work with him. He's been seriously pissing me off too, saying that Holli probally doesnt want me around because of my super bad breathe, my breathe isnt that bad and I chew gum when I have it, he keeps bugging me about shit too, I swear sometimes I just want to bash my head on the wall just so I don't have to hear all of his bullshit!!! He thinks i've been being really lazy but i've been doing job applications and interviews and reading and coming to the library (here), and walking around the mall. He has no idea i've been doing any of that stuff and i'm not going to tell him so ha!! I'll just all the sudden get a job sometime and i'll slowly get smarter and than he'll fucking realize. Anyways, done with this for now, i'll write more in here sometime in the next few days.

I'm in the library again, it's really quite boring, too bad they don't have messenger or something. I've just been doing the same stuff since yesterday really, reading and than sleep. Found out the grey shirt I got yesterday was actually a tank top, that really sucks... Around 9p.m. I think it was last night i'm sitting in bed reading and the little neighbor kid Zack runs into my room jumps on my bed, grabs the remote and changes the t.v. channel. Apparently there was a tsunami warning for our area and crap. Than my dad comes around and is all like we're on evacuation orders or something like that, than Zack leaves and Alan comes over. Everybody seemed to consider this a big deal. I was just like meh, than like 6 minutes later they called the whole thing off, I wasnt suprised, lol!! So yeah, that's only realy interesting thing, aside from that I read, slept, woke up, read, showered, read, than walked here. I need to find a book or website that will teach me roman numerals or whatever, for some reason I got interested earlier.

I was actually able to get Holli to speak to me earlier, she finally told me what was up truthfully I think. She said she thought we where moving too fast. She seemed to be enjoying everything I thought though, and had planned alot of what we did so it still is a bit weird to me but more understandable. I wasnt worried about the tsunami last night but out of enstinct or something I ended up calling her. Dunno what i'm doing later besides reading. Alan said he wanted to use my computer for something, his is broken or something right now. I can't really think of things to do around here besides read alot and try to find a job and hang around the mall. Pretty boring stuff, the reading is the best part though, gives knowledge and it makes me feel like i'm doing something alot better than just sitting around watching television and playing video games. Dunno what else to type in here, I might come back to the library tomorrow.

Shit yeah, lol!! Saw Team America: World Police earlier, was really good and funny too, and I got a sorta like date type thing on Sunday at the mall, lol, weeee. Starting to get over my sickness just about too and things seem nicer around here, but that's just probally because I cleared lota junk out of my room, and have all clean clothes, and blankets.

Ahhhhh, we are conainted in with the virus, stupid umbrella corportation!!!

Lmfao, dunno what i'm on about with this Residet Evil Stuff in here today...